I'm so happy...Guess why?

because....just because. jk yeah right... because I found out what I'm having - a girl! See ultrasound picture below.... sorry it's all distorted...I took it with my phone.



We are going to woodland again today! Getting some new tires first after work. haha... I'm off at 4pm today so I have to finish up some stuff at work...I also am planning a trip to Michigan in September..probably around the last week..only for like 2 days though because I don't want to miss any more work since I'm pregnant and I feel very irresponsible lately. So I'm planning Wendy's birthday party now...I'm getting a taco guy. Ok, I have to go now....

Heartburn

Hi Everyone,

I have heartburn. The end. jk
hahaha! My mom signed up at the gym so I now have a workout buddy. She has a trainer consultation today. My mom. lol Yesterday I brought Wendy to work for a few hours...she was a joy! I also went to church on Sunday...Patty & Yesenia & their mom came too. Walter, his wife and Elida were there too...it was nice to see them again. Then we went to Hometown Buffet and Wendy made a giant mess all around her high chair. She grabbed a cube of jello and squished it with her hand and cleaned the table with it. I should have taken a picture. My little piglet.

P.S. I feel better now...more organized...more understood...more cared for...etc.. (linda: y tal tal tal tal tal....) lol

Venting...

I have been having relationship issues lately...and I am really stressing. Life is so hard. I am 4 1/2 months pregnant tomorrow and I feel like so far I haven't taken care of myself emotionally or physically. I am going to start going to the gym today. My teacher told our class on Monday that the best way to relieve stress is to go to the gym. He says he does cardio, then weights, sauna, pool or jacuzzi, showers and goes home. He said he feels so relaxed after that. So I'm going to try it. I'm also going to try to eat healthier and I'm going to change my pre-natal vitamin taking time to night time. I try to take it in the morning but I always throw up - ALWAYS. Ok I am also stressing at work because I feel I have so many outstanding work issues and after I solve one, another one comes up...and so on. I feel so disorganized with my life - I need to pray or bring God back into my day. I am 100% sure that my life will be quite easy once I do this. Maybe not too easy but I'd be able to manage and think clearly and make good decisions. I'm a good person...I care about people a lot (maybe too much) and I don't hold grudges, and I try not to hurt people's feelings...but if I am holding something in for a long time or if I feel someone has judged me or criticized me..I will attack back and be mean. I just needed to vent today...

Haha look at this:

A little update...

For those of you who didn't know...after I had Wendy I was pregnant again in February 08...I lost that baby though. I got pregnant again in April...so my new due date is 1/16/09. I will be having a c-section on 1/09-1/12...one of those days. I will find out the sex on 8/27 at 1pm. I can't wait :) This pregnancy hasn't been as hard as Wendy's. I am still nauseous and weak and all that but it was so much worse with Wendy.

This weekend I went to Vegas...we took Wendy...she was all happy. It wasn't too tiring for me, it was fun.

Honestly, I'm not in a good mood right now because my health SUCKS. So I don't even know why I decided to write this blog right now so that everyone who reads it can sense my bitterness?? lol I'm PISSED off actually...because I have SOO many things to do and so little time. How do you organize your lives? How do you juggle the following: full time job, school, 10 month old, pregnancy, house work, partner, family, unorganized photo albums, unorganized important documents, car maintenance (oil is freshly changed but I need to detail my car and get 3 new tires - i'll tell you why, we went to woodland, ca 8/2-8/4 to pick up Wendy from her other grandma's house, driving back, I was being challenged to pass up all the cars possible..so i felt all cool in my black accord lol passing up everyone and their mamas. So suddenly my front tire popped. hahahaha. So I humbly changed lanes and so on...we were in the middle of nowhere...i had to buy a brand new tire. So that's why i want 3 more) ok so help me get organized...someone build me a schedule like this: 6am - wake up....etc. 11pm - Sleep.